I really have no clue what I want to write. I have a lot of nonsense just rambling around in my head at the moment. I don't actually think that there is any rhyme or reason to any of it. We have a lot on our family plate. The house has to be sold. There are a million forms and appointments to be completed in the coming weeks. I am going to need a vacation from all of this!
At first, the thought of leaving instilled a horrendous fear in my soul. You know the kind that makes you want to vomit. Now I am ready for a change. I am ready to meet new people and remember what life is like outside of the valley. The only thing that makes me sad is leaving my parents behind. I don't know what it'll be like to not talk to my mum everyday or just drop over whenever I am feeling a little lonely. That will be quite the change for me. I know that I would have gone batshit crazy if the folks hadn't been close by over the last 4 years when DJ was gone all the time. I am beyond grateful for all that they do for me and am going to miss them desperately!
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